Monday, January 31, 2011
My baby can crawl, and now I'm the cry-baby
OMG the past 7 months have gone by in a huge blur. Daniel crawled last night, just a little bit. I'm tearing up as I type this. He is the sweetest baby in the world, and I'm having trouble seeing him hit his milestones. I don't want him to grow up! I do, but . . . he's such a sweet baby. I hate to lose the precious relationship we have. I know it will change and get even better and he's gonna love his Mommy like crazy . . . I guess I'm just a little scared. I'm afraid I'm gonna blink, and he'll be 18 and going to college . . . 30 years old and getting married . . . having his own babies. I want every minute to last years! I wish I could have the 10 weeks I was home with him to happen all over again. I wish I could have him back inside me just 1 more day. I never want these sweet days to end.